Tuesday, September 30, 2008

its been a looong time since i update my blog lolz..

lets start with my birthday.....




06 SEPTEMBER 2008(GIRLS DAY OUT)
PRESENTING
A.I.D.S
A= AUDI, I=DAE IMAN, D= DORO, S=SHARON
somehow AIDS may sound wrong b'coz the name stands for a STD rite.?
anyway, we are crazy? weird? different? annoying?
all of that is a yes.. try going out with us...

anyway.. what happen on that day was....before that let me show u some picture..







there is doro,audi,dae and me.



we are not vain, trust me, we r jus weird for taking weird pictures lol



this... er i really have no comment

There's audi being vain

There's doro running pass



thats audi and dae being xtream vain

they were the chef of the night..
p.s, audi mix everything and anything into the soup while doro at 1st was scared about the cooking thing after a while she went loco and start cooking everything, well now we knw y the soup is yellow.. lol.. we were having fun..


dont ask what happen



i was having brain freeze, im nt sure wad was doro and dae doing


hahahahaha



erm yeah



ok... here i go... we went out around 3.XX till 9.XX
we meet up at doro house wait for dae and doro to dress up and we went to star to c if there was any movie to watch.. but there wasn't any nice movie to watch so we went to riverside.. went to to cineplax and went to bowling alley but doro lead us to the wrong place.. when we were at the bowling alley we didnt play cos i dono y also so we went down to parkson than we remember that we haven't bought any ticket for the movie so we rush up again and then we went down stairs to giant to buy some tidbits and hide in our nap sack.... later we went for movie.. after movie we went to hartz but it was fully book and alot of people was lining up.. i was like shit.. so we change location to hornbill.. well on the way there we got pretty crazy half way... yup.. so crazy... we walk to all the way to hornbill.. During dinner,doro, dae, me , audi did lots stuff we take each other food... while we were cooking doro was being vain there.. lol... than after she was done then she join us.. i went to get some ice cream i take a piece and eat it with my finger doro follow also.. but she din get brain freeze but i did.. lol.. so after dinner, we walk to secret recipe bought us two slice of cake than we finish it at mcd... after secret recipe we went to MCD than dae and audi bought French fries and ask 4 spoons from the lady... the lady must be wondering why we need the spoon when we only order and buy french fries.. than we start to be vain...
we wanted to get dae's dad a present at tun jugah but everything was wow.. past her budget... we walk around sarawak plaza, tun jugah and take picture middle of no where if u know what i mean... hehe.. than when its 9.XX it was go home time 4 us... we hug and say goodbye... wad a lovely night

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

MONDAY & TUESDAY CASE AT SCHOOL "BULLY"

Monday(4/8/08)



This incident happen outside the way to the toilet infront of the 5 science 1 class. At first when Sara and prince went out from the toilet while debra and Jane was at the back there talking, Sara and prince walk first and Prince put her arm on Sara shoulder, when she saw Sufi, prince put her arm down and let Sufi pass but when sufi pass she knock sara and sara almost fall down and sara quickly hold the pole and pull herself than sara shoulder accidentally hit sufi's shoulder and she thinks that sara did it on purpose. Sufi went to the other side of the toilet that can see into the class and look at sara. she seem piss, she put out a middle finger at sara but sara just look at it. So sara ignore her and go on laughing and talking to her friends. Later when the subject teacher went out to take some books, Sufi went into the class to see Sara and she ask some thing that was pretty hard for Sara to understand. So Sara just ignore Sufi.Sufi got mad at her and hit her than she went out from the class.Before Sufi left the class area she scolded bad words and ask a girl that was sitting near the door to ask for Sara's name.After that, she pointed middle finger to Sara.Sufi also scolded some Bahasa Malaysia bad words to Sara and Sara answer back;"i got,you don have kah? Jealous a"The whole class saw what happen. Sufi went to the toilet around 12.?? Sufi said something like watch out or something like that.Sara knew something bad is going to happen there was a incident of a student name sara that accidentally knock into a older student name sufi which it happen at the way back from the toilet the staircase. Sufi thought that sara knock her was on purpose.It happen around 11.35 am.Sara went into her class and back to her place to sit down, she saw sufi gonna happen, she asked a prefect name Julia to wait and stay around to be the witness of what is going to happen later. At 1240 that was school over for art class, Sufi and her friends was strolling outside the class that Sara was in. Sufi wanted to go in but the teacher was there. the teacher ask Sara and her friends to evacuate the class quickly because she got another class that coming in. So the teacher said; "you want to fight o whatever please do it outside." So Sara and her friends name Debra,Jane,Prince and Julia(the prefect) went out. Sufi and the friends was surrounding Sara. They ask her something,Sara cant really understand so Sufi, so Sara said; i don't understand you Sufi said dont understand apa, Sara said; this is the first time i accidentally knock you and you want to make it into a big problem. Sara was speaking all English while Sufi was talking Bahasa Malaysia. Sara din say much. Sufi punch her hand at first than Sara just ignore and walk down the stairs. Sufi tries to trip sara down the stairs but she couldn't cos sara stable her self.. While walking down the stairs, Sufi scolded sara either CIBAi o kemak and Sara reply; i got u dont have kah? jealous a?Than Sara keep on walking down the stairs with Sufi beside her.When Sara reach the ground floor, somewhere around the sickroom Sufi started to punch Sara and kick her. Sufi's friend pushed sufi and knock Sara but luckily Sara can stable her self. Sara kept on walk and keeping quiet and cool. Julia was in front of Sara she cant do anything. Sara walk to ERT room and the girl stop at the notice board. than when Sara turn around to go to the Bilik KH Sufi and the 4 friends was surrounding sara. Julia tried to stop Sufi BUT either sufi or her friends said to Julia ; Who you think you are? her mother? than Julia was kinda piss. she continue to attack, pull, kick sara till the KH room. when Sufi was doing this so call "kekerasaan" to sara alot of people were watching. than there was a girl screaming REPORT TO TEACHER!! Sufi was still hitting sara till the entrance of the gate to kh room, the ran away to ST Jude b'cos a teacher from afternoon section come and see Sara. The teacher, sara and sara's friend went to see the PK Hem. the told the PK Hem everything. Later when it was go home time that was 1.15pm for science site, her cousin Debra follow her home and told Sara's mum every single thing that had happen. than Sara's mum say go police station.Sara asked her mum if debra could follow her, the mum said yes. She called up someone and ask her to follow Sara, Debra and sara's mum to police station.




TUESDAY (5/8/08)

Today Sara brought her mum and uncle since her dad wasnt at kch. They had a talk with the "pengetua" and let the school to handle it.Sufi's dad tried to put the blame on sara but than the headmistress say that is not the problem. the problem is that Sufi had physically injured Sara. Sufi's friends was staring Sara when they were at the headmistress room. Sufi got suspended from school, Sufi's father tried to turn around the story to make it as Sara's fault. Sara was kinda pissed but she control it. the father was not a nice and understanding man. The news was spread all over the school and the teachers was all talking about it. Most of the student know about it. After the talk at the principle office, when sara went back to class the teachers who was eating at the canteen was talking and one teacher was pointing at sara. Sara felt awkward of the phenomena. Sara knew that she would be in trouble because Sufi friends are holding a grudge on her. when it was recess time, everyone who was in the canteen was looking at her and talking about it.Sufi's friend was eying on Sara and trying to think hard how to get Sara back. Sara's friend told her to watch out.



Saturday, August 2, 2008

haunted picture.. cool huh

This is the true story of the Haunted Painting, the most bizarre and frightening tale I’ve heard in quite a while.

Haunted Painting

In February, 2000, the haunted painting was put up for sale on eBay and an auction begun. Today, many wonder if it was a true story, or a marketing ploy. Item 251789217 was it’s name on eBay, but it quickly became known on the Internet as “The Haunted eBay Painting.”

The item description in itself was bizarre:

WHEN WE RECEIVED THIS PAINTING, WE THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY GOOD ART. A ” PICKER ” HAD FOUND IT ABANDONNED BEHIND AN OLD BREWERY. AT HTE TIME WE WONDERED A LITLLE WHY A SEEMINGLY PERFECTLY FINE PAINTING WOULD BE DISCARDED LIKE THAT. ( TODAY WE DON’T !!! ) ONE MORNING OUR 4 AND 1/2 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER CLAIMED, THAT THE CHILDREN IN THE PICTURE WERE FIGHTING, AND COMING INTO THE ROOM DURING THE NIGHT. NOW, I DON’T BELIEVE IN UFOS OR ELVIS BEING ALIVE, BUT MY HUSBAND WAS ALARMED. TO MY AMUSEMENT HE SET UP A MOTION TRIGGERED CAMREA FOR THE NIGHTS. AFTER THREE NIGHTS THERE WERE PICTURES.THE LAST TWO PICTURES SHOWN ARE FROM THAT ‘STAKEOUT’. AFTER SEEING THE BOY SEEMINGLY EXITING THE PAINTING UNDER THREAT, WE DECIDED, THE PAINTING HAS TO GO.PLEASE JUDGE FOR YOURSELF. — BEFORE YOU DO, PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWIND WARNING AND DISCLAIMER. —-WARNING: DO NOT BID ON THIS PAINTING IF YOU ARE SUCCEPTIBLE TO STRESS RELATED DISEASE, FAINT OF HEART OR ARE UNFAMILIAR WITH SUPERNATURAL EVENTS. BY BIDDING ON THIS PAINTING, YOU AGREE TO RELEASE THE OWNERS OF ALL LIABILITY IN RELATION TO THE SALE OR ANY EVENTS HAPPENING AFTER THE SALE, THAT MIGHT BE CONTRIBUTED TO THIS PAINTING. THIS PAINTING MAY OR MAY NOT POSESS SUPERNATURAL POWERS, THAT COULD IMPACT OR CHANGE YOUR LIFE. HOWEVER, BY BIDDING YOU AGREE TO EXCLUSIVELY BID ON THE VALUE OF THE ARTWORK, WITH DISREGARD TO THE LAST TWO PHOTOS FEATURED IN THIS AUCTION, AND HOLD THE OWNERS HARMLESS IN REGARD TO THEM AND THEIR IMPACT, EXPRESSED OR IMPLIED.———— NOW THAT WE GOT THIS OUT OF THE WAY, ONE QUESTION TO YOU EBAYERS. WE WANT OUR HOUSE TO BE BLESSED AFTER THE PAINTING IS GONE, DOES ANYBODY KNOW, WHO IS QUALIFIED TO DO THAT?

Shortly thereafter, in response to questions about the piece, the sellers posted the following addition:

THE SIZE OF THE PAINTING IS 24 BY 36 INCHES, SO IT IS RATHER LARGE. AS I HAVE HAD SEVERAL QUESTIONS, HERE THE FOLLOWING ANSWERS. THERE WAS NO ODOR LEFT BEHIND IN THE ROOM. THERE WERE NO VOICES, OR THE SMELL OF GUNPOWDER, NO FOODPRINTS OR STRANGE FLUIDS ON THE WALL. TO DETER QUESTIONS IN THIS DIRECTION, THERE ARE NO GHOSTS IN THIS WORLD , NO SUPERNATURAL POWERS, THIS IS JUST A PAINTING, AND MOST THESE THINGS HAVE AN EXPLANATION, IN THIS CASE PROBABLY A FLUKE LIGHT EFFECT. I ENCOURAGE YOU TO BID ON THE ARTWORK, AND CONSIDER THE LAST TWO PHOTOGRAPHS AS PURE ENTERTAINMENT, AND PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THEM INTO CONSIDERATION, WHEN BIDDING. AS WE THINK IT IS A GOOD IDEA TO BLESS ANY HOUSE, WE STILL WELCOME INPUT INTO THAT PROCEDURE.

After this description, there were eight shots of the item. Two were overview shots. Slightly left of center on the canvas, we see a boy of perhaps five or six, with sloping shoulders and a heavy brow, scowling at us. He is dressed as we would expect any early- or mid-twentieth century middle- or lower-class young boy to be dressed: a blue tee-shirt, greenish shorts, short socks and shoes. His dirty-blonde (or dirty blonde) hair is cropped into a very short crew-cut on his blocky head. His expression – his small, deep-set eyes, and his slightly downturned frown – are the look of an alien: disdainful curiosity. “You are not supposed to be here.”

Haunted Painting

To his right, propped against a window moulding (or perhaps free-standing, it’s difficult to tell), is a life-sized wooden doll girl. She’s wearing a faded blue dress. She only has empty holes for eyes, but her mouth is articulatable (and closed). In her hands she’s clutching what at first looks like some sort of tall bottle or canister tied with a string, but on closer inspection appears to be a tall battery (complete with little lightning bolt) with mad, dangling clips.

The two are standing on a street curb, in front of a full-length window. The building behind them is completely dark inside, but reaching forth from the darkness we can distinguish at least a dozen tiny hands. Some of the hands are lower, some higher, but none are higher than the two central figures; if these are, indeed, children’s hands, some of the children are on the floor. It is not clear whether the hands are reaching for the window pane, the light, or the boy and the doll.

Four more shots were details of the boy, the boy’s face, the doll’s face, and the doll’s battery (or whatever it is). But the last two shots were the ones that were supposedly made by the motion-activated still camera. They are clearly different from the daytime shots. Because the flash was centered on the boy (being the central figure on the canvas), and because it’s a rather large painting, the doll (who was, as I said, towards the left edge of the painting) is obscured by shadow, but the photographs clearly show that now, her mouth is open.

After the auction began, viewers started to report strange happenings whenever they tried to view the page. All of them – spectral voices, hot flashes, black-outs and “mind-control experiences” – are typical of mass hysteria. One man, a Native American spiritualist in Mississippi, claimed that the painting had evil in it, and after having viewed it on his web browser he had to cleanse his house by burning white sage.

More than thirteen thousand people bid on the work. The buyer, who remains anonymous (his E-Bay login was ionia7) but bought the work for $1025 US, claims that although the story of the arguing spirits is compelling as a curiosity, he was more interested in the composition of the work and was “buying to sell.” He says that it seems to have been produced some time between 1965 and 1975, and is entitled “The Hands Resist Him.” It is signed, but the current owner has not released the artist’s name. He has never experienced any unusual effects, and calls the work “a good example of surrealism from that period.

I think it’s pretty clear that everything which happened to people who viewed the painting through the web was the result of the power of suggestion. On the other hand, I remain skeptical but agnostic as to whether the painting itself is animate. If it were a hoax, the trickster employed the most cunningly inconsistent assertions, destroying the reader’s ability to restore any suspended disbelief. Even if it isn’t legit, there would have to be something seriously wrong with someone to have painted the thing in the first place. I mean, they would have to be fucked in the head quite badly. If you saw the work, you’d understand. It’s just spooky. It is not at all surprising that it provokes such extreme reactions.

The new owner of the painting claims he found an inscription on the back saying the title of the picture was “The Hands Resist Him”. He also found a signiature, but refuses to say who the painter was. He says he received thousands of e-mails from people claiming they were “repulsed”, made “physically ill” and “suffered from blackout/mind control experiences” just by viewing the pictures of the painting online.

An exorcist type of voice, along with a blast of hot air, like standing in front of an oven door. Two friends crying after this experience and praying until a minute had passed and everything went back to normal.
A new Epson printer that ate and mutilated page after page when the user tried to download images of this oil.
The Native American who became so ill he had to cleanse his house by burning white sage. He warned me not to put this item around small children, and that there is great evil contained here.

As I recall, both the owner of the gallery where ‘The Hands Resist Him’ was displayed and the art critic who reviewed it were dead within a year of the show.

True story of emily rose

The true story behind “The Exorcism of Emily Rose,” involves a young German girl named Anneliese Michel.

The first person to recognize that Anneliese Michel was possessed by demons was an older woman accompanying the girl on a pilgrimage. She noticed that Anneliese would not walk past a certain image of Jesus, refused to drink water from a holy spring and smelled bad — hellishly bad. An exorcist in a nearby town examined Michel and returned a diagnosis of demonic possession. The bishop issued permission to perform the rite of exorcism according to the Roman ritual of 1614.

Half a year and 67 rites of exorcism later, Anneliese Michel was dead at 23.

Anneliese Michel did not die in the Middle Ages, but in 1976, in the small town of Klingenberg, in the heart of one of the most civilized and advanced countries in Europe: Germany.

Two years after Michel’s death, a German court found her parents and the two priests involved guilty of negligent manslaughter and sentenced them to six months in prison, suspended with three years’ probation.

What shocked Germany most was the fact that it could happen in a country that prides itself on being highly rational — and highly secularized.

“The surprising thing was that the people connected to Michel were all completely convinced that she had really been possessed,” says Franz Barthel, amazement still in his voice three decades after he covered the story for the regional daily paper Main-Post.

“Many years later, I visited the woman who first diagnosed the Devil,” Barthel says. “She blessed my microphone with holy water because I was working for the radio then, and it was likely that the Devil was in control of the microphone.”

Michel was raised in a strict Catholic family in Bavaria, which rejected the reforms of Vatican II and flirted with religious fringe groups. While other kids her age were rebelling against authority and experimenting with sex, she tried to atone for the sins of wayward priests and drug addicts by sleeping on a bare floor in the middle of winter.

According to court findings, she experienced her first epileptic attack in 1969, and by 1973 was suffering from depression and considering suicide. Soon she was seeing the faces of demons on the people and things around her, and voices told her she was damned.

Under the influence of her demons, Michel ripped the clothes off her body, compulsively performed up to 400 squats a day, crawled under a table and barked like a dog for two days, ate spiders and coal, bit the head off a dead bird and licked her own urine from the floor.

By 1975 Michel was asking for an exorcism. The Revs. Ernst Alt and Arnold Renz performed the rite 67 times over the first half of 1976. Some of the sessions took up to four hours. Forty-two sessions were recorded on tape.

Michel’s recorded voice can still send shivers up your spine. It is the voice of a demon, growling, barking, inhuman — and surprisingly like the voice of Linda Blair in “The Exorcist,” which had been released in Germany two years earlier.

Sometimes the demons identified themselves — as Cain, Nero, Judas, Lucifer, Hitler and others — and even answered the exorcists’ questions, explaining what was wrong with the church or why they were in Hell. “People are stupid as pigs,” spat Hitler. “They think it’s all over after death. It goes on.” Judas said Hitler was nothing but a “big mouth” and had “no real say” in Hell.

Anyway, it wasn’t the exorcism that killed Anneliese Michel.

At some point she began talking increasingly about dying to atone for the wayward youth of the day and the apostate priests of the modern church, and refused to eat. Though she had received treatment for epilepsy, by this time, at her own request, doctors were no longer being consulted.

She, her parents and the exorcists decided to rely completely on exorcism. By the time Michel died of starvation, she weighed only 68 pounds.

After her death, the Anneliese Michel trial also set reason against faith.

“I personally believe that this case was handled in such a way as to play down the reality of the Devil,” says Norbert Baumert, Jesuit priest and chairman of the theological commission of the Catholic Charismatic Renewal in Germany, which cannot perform exorcism but practices “prayers for deliverance” from “demonic nuisance.”

The trial went to the heart of faith: If the Bible is true, then the miracles must have really happened, and Satan must be real.

But it’s not easy preaching the existence of the Devil to one of the most secularized countries in Europe. A study by research institute Infratest and published in the German newsweekly Der Spiegel last month showed that even among churchgoers, approximately a third of baptized Catholics and half of baptized Protestants do not believe in life after death.

“I understand the complaint that German theologians are too rational,” says Klemens Richter, professor for liturgical science in Muenster. “But exorcism is all about helping the sick. In Anneliese Michel’s case, the sickness was supported. When I go to a patient and support her in her delusion, she gets the impression that she really is possessed.”

Exorcism is far more widespread today than most people imagine. According to Richter, there are about 70 practicing exorcists in France and just as many employed in Italy. In July this year, a congress in Poland was reportedly attended by about 350 practicing exorcists.

Germany is the major European exception. Here, there are only two or three practicing exorcists, and though they have the approval of their bishops, they operate in secret.

Secularization has the church in its grip,” says Ulrich Niemann, a Jesuit priest, medical doctor and psychiatrist who often has been called into exorcism cases by clergymen. “We do a lot for the Third World, but little for faith in a transcendent God. . . . The German church is far too cerebral.”

Niemann doesn’t consider himself an exorcist and doesn’t perform the Roman ritual of 1614. “As a doctor, I say there is no such thing as possession,” he says. “In my view, these patients are mentally ill. I pray with them, but that alone doesn’t help. You have to deal with them as a psychiatrist. But at the same time, when the patient comes from Eastern Europe and believes that he’s been impaired by evil, it would be a mistake to ignore his belief system.”

After the Michel trial, German bishops and theologians formed a commission to review the exorcism rite, and in 1984 they petitioned Rome to change it.

The heart of the problem, they found, was the practice of speaking directly or “imperatively” to the Devil, that is, “I command thee, unclean spirit . . . ” That part of the rite seemed to do the most damage, since it confirmed to the patient that he or she truly was possessed.

The Germans didn’t get what they wanted.

“We were astonished when Rome issued a changed exorcism formula in 1999 which left open the possibility of speaking to the Devil directly,” says Richter. “But you can’t know for certain that a patient is truly possessed of the Devil.”

Today, 30 years after Michel’s death, with both exorcists and her father also dead (her mother couldn’t be reached for this article), Michel is still revered by small groups of Catholics who believe she atoned for wayward priests and sinful youth, and honor her as an unofficial saint.

“Buses, often from Holland, I think, still come to Anneliese’s grave,” Barthel says. “The grave is a gathering point for religious outsiders. They write notes with requests and thanks for her help, and leave them on the grave. They pray, sing and travel on.”

Room 310

This is the true story of a haunted hotel room in Oregon. The hotel owners have tried to hush up the story for fear that noone will visit their establishment, but the name of it is The Oregon Caves Chateau.

A woman was driving back to her home in California from Washington to California. It was late evening and snowhad begun to fall before she finally reached the little Oregon town where she planed tospend the night. Tired and ready for a hot meal and a goodnight’s sleep, she stopped at the first place she came upon. It was an old hotel on the main street. The lobby had a musty odor. The seedy clerk behind the desk signed herin. Her room was on the third floor -Room 310.

An elderly bellhop helped herwith her luggage. As soon as the door was opened, a blast of hot air struck the woman full in the face. With the hot air came something else, something she could not define but that filled her with dread. It was heavy and depressing, she explained, “with the strong scent of theevil.“ She felt as if she was about to faint. All she said was, “It’s awfully hot.”

Haunted Hotel Room 310
This is a genuine photo of the haunted hotel room in question. Room 310.

The bellhop tinkered with the radiator knobs. Then he opened the window and left. The room began to cool off, but the feeling of despair and dread grew stronger. It centered on the open square of black window space. The terror seemed to speak in her mind. She thought she could sense a voice whispering to her. Compelling her to do something terrible. “Go to the window,” it said. “Throw yourself out!”

She couldn’t seem to resist the urge to jump out the window to what she knew would be certain death. She clawed at the bedsheets, trying to restrain herself from walking towards the open window. Terrified, the woman eventually summoned the strength and crawled out of the room. She rushed down to the lobby and shouted to the staff that she couldn’t stay another minute.

She explained, “I was sure that if I stayed the night, I’d be dead by morning.” She was prepared to sacrifice the money she’d already paid just to leave, but when she went, the clerk never asked what was wrong or if she wished to try another room. He returned the full cash amount to her.

She checked into another hotel and had planned to be on her way early the next morning. Instead she decided to stay over a day and look into the history of the old hotel to see if she could discover the reason for her terrifying experience there. She visited the local library to makea few inquiries. An elderly librarian satbehind the desk. “I’m just wondering,” the woman said tentatively. “Did anything shocking ever happen in the old hotel?” The librarian looked at her strangely. “How did you come upon that bit of history?”she asked. “It took the hotel a long time to squash the story.” The librarian went on to tell what had happened.

One evening back in 1948 a couple checked into the hotel as Mr. and Mrs. Oscar Smith. The next morning hotel employees found the youngwoman’s body lying on the sidewalk outside the hotel beneath Room 310. The man who had registered as her husband had disappeared. “At first it was ruled suicide,” the librarian concluded. “But thenthey pried open her fist and found itclutched a handful of dark curly hair, not her own. So they made a search for the murderer. But he was never found . . . “By the way,” the librarian suddenly added,”isn’t that a coincidence! It all happened on November 5th, forty years ago yesterday. “

Friday, July 4, 2008

Tea kwan doo competition

judge and some participles waiting for their turn

Leong Sir was scolding us

This guy in the blue site got a yellow card
Bow before sparing

the judge


this competition was held on the 29-30 june 2008...

well it was my 1st time there... it was the time to see who is better in evrything that was sparing and patten... so sad i couldn't make it to the patten competition... well to be more info i got 3rd place well its better than nothing rite..
well we all have to stop wad we doing stand up and bow to give respect... well i got punch in the face haha it kinda hurts tho... lol i lost by 1 point crap la...
well when i arrive there i saw alot people... some of them they are good fighters.. well we actually cant have hard contact but who cares we still hard contact... well alot people kena yellow card haha... well some of the fights are so violent. well there was two case of bad injury. first the girl leg something wrg and second is a boy had asthma ... well everybody is a winner.. but the Green road school got the most trophy. oh well... wad to do... lol... every body had so much fun... well i got bruises at my leg lol...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

a boy and a girl story

A STORY OF A BOY AND GIRL......

there's this boy darren n this gal Jane they both are madly inlove... before that let me tell u how they knw each other

actually the meet once but they din knw each other name... after a few months, a friend of hers name sarah talk abt him so Jane was really curiouse.. and waan knw who is he and be friends with him.. so from there they start to knw. SO the story begin from friend to foster brother to boyfriend to enemie...

it was the first time 4 d boy bt it was d 2nd time 4 d gal..

she don trust anyone at all.. especially guys..
but dono why she trusted this guy more than anyone...
they were friends than soon become foster brother..

soon they become couples

well when the guy and girl were together as couples, Jane starting to change alot...

*she relize her mistake from her past relationship*

she start to change like for example;
ditch her friends and even her own trusted cousin for her boyfriend..
she pick her boyfriend over her friends
she spend most of the time with him
stop all the bad habits
happy go lucky as usual
she change la.. so much..

*thats a ouch rite*..

she din relize it cos she was so busy with darren

well and i was saying
the both were madly in love the din fight o argue the give and take.. they are so sweet with each other its like they are ment 2 b together..So love doovy... he sent sweet msgs to her... he make her happy with his sweet talking and promises... they can be found together after school waitng for parents/ transportation to pick them up, when they are far apart the will msg o call, when they are free in the afternoon they will talk n talk for hours on the house phone, every month they will pick one of the weekends thats a sat to go out for a date.

VALENTINE
14 feb
during valentine time he gave her a plastic rose and said this to her;

Darren said;this rose represent my love for u, it will last for ever. I love u.
he kneel down and ask her to be his girl friend again and he gave her a ring and kiss her on the cheek...

*awww*

they were together 4 6 months and everything was so perfect... they were so inlove wit each other...

when it reaches the 7 month everything goes the other way round...

*uhoohhh*

he starting to treat her pretty cold.. he keep on wanting to have time alone, rather spend time with friends than her, wont go out with her for movies anymore

thats when her attitude started to change...

*cheng cheng cheng cheng*

she was all moody everyday
wasnt happy go luckly
become quiet
look very dull
sometimes avoid people

it goes on and on...

for the 8th month...

Sherry told Jane that someone said

Sherry said ;he is cute.. why does he even want to be with Jane she's not even pretty o anything... better he be my boyfriend than B's. she not even pretty o sexy body shape. im better than her

When she heard this news she was heartbroken and angry 8 the same time...

but than she fake it that she was happy...
she said; haha.. its not true la.. haha... don k la...* actually she care..*

in her heart she wishper... i'll be so hurt if i found out the truth.. i don wan him to be taken by that girl... i don wanna lose him, wad shud i do wad!!

she went into the class she act cool... but she went to one of her friends name Daniel that she trust and tell her the whole story and Daniel was like; don worry he wont dump u for another girl.. his nt that type, his a great guy...*patting Jane back*

Jane went home the first thing she msg and told him wad Sherry say he say he will ask someone to find out.. he was comforting;

Darren said; don worry she wont take me from u.. i only love u..

Jane said; are u sure?

Dareen said; yes im very very sure baby.. don worry ok? i love u so so much nobody can replace u in my heart...

Jane said; okay... i trust u... i love u too

the next day,

Darren said; before i tell u is it true o not, i cant tell u who told me and let name my friend X.

* apparently his friend X is amerah*

Jane said ;ok. sure wadever

Darren told Jane that his friend X said that wad she said abt Jane is true. Jane got kinda piss.. darren act like nothin had happen... that sucks.

Amerah said; yes michelle really did say that.

Jane got pretty upset cos Darren don wanna tell her who is the girl..

month 10 later,

Darren was treating Jane very cold.. while Jane loved him so much so she jus kept it to herself...
she kept on thinking why is he so cold...

Darren suddenly call and tell Jane that he is leaving her cos apparently he have no feelings towards her.. and he din want to lie to himself and Jane. so they broke up... she ask wheather they still can be brother and sister he

Darren said; No.. there are to much memory... lets jus be friends and put all our relationship as a memory

it was a hard break up for the girl.. but she take it strongly... well she's also weak too...

(who can face break up so cool when ur really into that guy???...)

after 3 days,

Jane found out that Darren was dating the girl that like him!!
she was so freaking mad, pissed, betrayed, hatered.
she msg him and said... im giving u back ur friendship, u don deserve me as a friend.
i hate u so fck much...

after that day,
she rather stay single than being in a relationship that wont last and give u heartache
so here she is single BUT
enjoying her life,
happy go luck,
and many more...

************************************ THE END***************************************

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

school.. (teacher & sickaton card)

well school is actually our second home. i knw it sucks..
well deal with it.. we spend most our time there especially weekdays and when its not holiday season..
well this school that im in is actually sucks b'cos of some dumplings.
the teacher there some are good some is worst and maybe a nightmare..
well schooldays are fun cos we can meet friends play chit chat non stop tru? agree yeah cos
me myself is a student now..
there is this teacher of mine not to say that she is bad la.. but than when im in her class in tend to a fall asleep but i try my best to stay awake..
that she can talk n talk n talk non stop trust me its annoying.. well she can really lecture u like she is brain washing u.. oh well she lost her voiice haha.. when its parents teacher day, she tand to talk alot make me sit therte listen to her lecture for like half an hour..
she is actually a good language teacher but than sometime she's just to annoying..
the next teacher, is this person that teaches chemi.. he is kinda solf talking.. well he looks kinda blur tho.. haha.. he don really knw how 2 teach.. i get annoyed when he like keep on looking at the back table and start asking us que and than we answer and he ask wher we get the answer. of cos from the book rite..
the next teacher is the teacher who teach BM. he is one freaking so rasa beng one teacher.. he got one black spot on his forehead at first i tod it wad a growth of hair... ow well..
he is a teacher that thinks wad ever things he do is funny when it actually is not. but the other student laugh.. he is nt a fair teacher,b'cos when the malays escape class he din put them in the list bt when other race escape class he put. he ever wanted to get a stick and hit me. he is a pervert he looks at people when they are doing someting that is "wrong" but when do other thing he dont even k.
now is the head. she cancel all the activities that can get money fast. but she prefer the old way is the sickaton card! man.. that sucks alot.. funfair can raise more money ba.. the min of money must give is 30.. wad if the poor students how?? they not much money tak kan u ask them to beg for money rite???

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

life


well my life is all ups and downs im still wonder wads is love actually means i knw la two people that like care hurt comfort pamper each other...
its been so long but in this heart there is still a wound that is healing slowly..
but mentally it is emotionally its isnt.
its been many moons i act like nothing has happen..
its like now u have it and now u dont..
why is it my fault that all this happen?
i question myself...
o is it wad i did? act? o am i not pretty enuf!!!!!!!??
so wad everyone is diffrent in their own way..
i knw wads my weakness but u don have to use it against me rite??
it sucks when u do that.
i knw love is a very nice feeling...
bt when its heart breaking time...
4 example..
boyfriend cheated on u..
he breakup wit u 4 another guy
he dump u for some stupid reason
he control u too much
he is not understanding

everyone wants a perfect guy o girl
so do i but i knw everyone have weaknesses
well u should not be ashamed of it
if its bad try to change the time is still long
everyone can change into better
love come and go when it wants too no use holding on when its time to let go...

wooohooo...

starting.... its been a year

well its the starting of my blog..
its been a year since u are gone.. i still miss u.. everyone misses you..
my aunt has been suffer from cancer a very bad sickness.. but she was very strong to fight it for 30 years o more. with the support of her husband , foster mum, mum, us relative she was strong and go on fighting the sickness. my grandma told me that she was a very good daughter she work and earn money for the family when my grandpa has no job.they were 9 of them in the family including herself i really salute her b'cos she was so young bt that have to help my grandma support the family... her wish was to stay oversea and yes indeed her wish was granted.. everyone that knw her in new Zealand treat her well and love her.. she is also a good cook, well since she had the sickness she barely could eat anything.. all her fav food she cant eat, she bought the food jus to see us enjoy it... we celebrate her last birthday here in kuching.. she din dare to tell my grand ma abt when she is going to go but she told it to my aunt the second sister, the doctor told her that she must spend her last few months enjoying and do the things that she wanted to do. she was here for durian season we took her to go to serian and other place to have a trip. she bought alot of durians for us to eat well she wanted to eat but she cant. after that we did alot exciting things together, we celebrated my grandma birthday.. that was the last birthday that she celebrate my grandma birthday.. after a few days it was my aunt birthday we celebrate it by having dinner and all my cousin play around and get together. after a few days, she was admited to the hospital.. that was pretty serious cos she was having nose bleeding and caughing blood she was at the hospital for few days.. after disscharge from t he hospital she was getting ready to go back new zealand after a few days.. than the day has come.. she left us and went back to new zealand.. after one month she went back to new zealand, she was admited to the hospital that last year around last month.. she knw that her time was comming but she was strong she keep holding on till my grandma reach there, my grand me was there for like 2 or 3 weeks plus to be with her.. we talk to her tru webcam she gone so so skinny im felt so so sad...
after a few days around early june, she was in a coma she was there for 3 days 2 nites.. every one was hopping that she could wake up.. but she din... she pass away with a gentle smile on her face.. my grandma was so upset and unc.. my aunt was cremate and brought back to kch.. my uncle's eyes were pretty swollen so was my grandma.. we were all strong in heart and mental
we know that she suffer alot and she had to go.. her time was up.. i pray for her to rest in peace and be remind she is always in my heart no matter wad.. i pray for her amen.. i love u...