a boy and a girl story

A STORY OF A BOY AND GIRL......

there's this boy darren n this gal Jane they both are madly inlove... before that let me tell u how they knw each other

actually the meet once but they din knw each other name... after a few months, a friend of hers name sarah talk abt him so Jane was really curiouse.. and waan knw who is he and be friends with him.. so from there they start to knw. SO the story begin from friend to foster brother to boyfriend to enemie...

it was the first time 4 d boy bt it was d 2nd time 4 d gal..

she don trust anyone at all.. especially guys..
but dono why she trusted this guy more than anyone...
they were friends than soon become foster brother..

soon they become couples

well when the guy and girl were together as couples, Jane starting to change alot...

*she relize her mistake from her past relationship*

she start to change like for example;
ditch her friends and even her own trusted cousin for her boyfriend..
she pick her boyfriend over her friends
she spend most of the time with him
stop all the bad habits
happy go lucky as usual
she change la.. so much..

*thats a ouch rite*..

she din relize it cos she was so busy with darren

well and i was saying
the both were madly in love the din fight o argue the give and take.. they are so sweet with each other its like they are ment 2 b together..So love doovy... he sent sweet msgs to her... he make her happy with his sweet talking and promises... they can be found together after school waitng for parents/ transportation to pick them up, when they are far apart the will msg o call, when they are free in the afternoon they will talk n talk for hours on the house phone, every month they will pick one of the weekends thats a sat to go out for a date.

VALENTINE
14 feb
during valentine time he gave her a plastic rose and said this to her;

Darren said;this rose represent my love for u, it will last for ever. I love u.
he kneel down and ask her to be his girl friend again and he gave her a ring and kiss her on the cheek...

*awww*

they were together 4 6 months and everything was so perfect... they were so inlove wit each other...

when it reaches the 7 month everything goes the other way round...

*uhoohhh*

he starting to treat her pretty cold.. he keep on wanting to have time alone, rather spend time with friends than her, wont go out with her for movies anymore

thats when her attitude started to change...

*cheng cheng cheng cheng*

she was all moody everyday
wasnt happy go luckly
become quiet
look very dull
sometimes avoid people

it goes on and on...

for the 8th month...

Sherry told Jane that someone said

Sherry said ;he is cute.. why does he even want to be with Jane she's not even pretty o anything... better he be my boyfriend than B's. she not even pretty o sexy body shape. im better than her

When she heard this news she was heartbroken and angry 8 the same time...

but than she fake it that she was happy...
she said; haha.. its not true la.. haha... don k la...* actually she care..*

in her heart she wishper... i'll be so hurt if i found out the truth.. i don wan him to be taken by that girl... i don wanna lose him, wad shud i do wad!!

she went into the class she act cool... but she went to one of her friends name Daniel that she trust and tell her the whole story and Daniel was like; don worry he wont dump u for another girl.. his nt that type, his a great guy...*patting Jane back*

Jane went home the first thing she msg and told him wad Sherry say he say he will ask someone to find out.. he was comforting;

Darren said; don worry she wont take me from u.. i only love u..

Jane said; are u sure?

Dareen said; yes im very very sure baby.. don worry ok? i love u so so much nobody can replace u in my heart...

Jane said; okay... i trust u... i love u too

the next day,

Darren said; before i tell u is it true o not, i cant tell u who told me and let name my friend X.

* apparently his friend X is amerah*

Jane said ;ok. sure wadever

Darren told Jane that his friend X said that wad she said abt Jane is true. Jane got kinda piss.. darren act like nothin had happen... that sucks.

Amerah said; yes michelle really did say that.

Jane got pretty upset cos Darren don wanna tell her who is the girl..

month 10 later,

Darren was treating Jane very cold.. while Jane loved him so much so she jus kept it to herself...
she kept on thinking why is he so cold...

Darren suddenly call and tell Jane that he is leaving her cos apparently he have no feelings towards her.. and he din want to lie to himself and Jane. so they broke up... she ask wheather they still can be brother and sister he

Darren said; No.. there are to much memory... lets jus be friends and put all our relationship as a memory

it was a hard break up for the girl.. but she take it strongly... well she's also weak too...

(who can face break up so cool when ur really into that guy???...)

after 3 days,

Jane found out that Darren was dating the girl that like him!!
she was so freaking mad, pissed, betrayed, hatered.
she msg him and said... im giving u back ur friendship, u don deserve me as a friend.
i hate u so fck much...

after that day,
she rather stay single than being in a relationship that wont last and give u heartache
so here she is single BUT
enjoying her life,
happy go luck,
and many more...

************************************ THE END***************************************

school.. (teacher & sickaton card)

well school is actually our second home. i knw it sucks..

well deal with it.. we spend most our time there especially weekdays and when its not holiday season..

well this school that im in is actually sucks b'cos of some dumplings.

the teacher there some are good some is worst and maybe a nightmare..

well schooldays are fun cos we can meet friends play chit chat non stop tru? agree yeah cos

me myself is a student now..

there is this teacher of mine not to say that she is bad la.. but than when im in her class in tend to a fall asleep but i try my best to stay awake..

that she can talk n talk n talk non stop trust me its annoying.. well she can really lecture u like she is brain washing u.. oh well she lost her voiice haha.. when its parents teacher day, she tand to talk alot make me sit therte listen to her lecture for like half an hour..

she is actually a good language teacher but than sometime she's just to annoying..

the next teacher, is this person that teaches chemi.. he is kinda solf talking.. well he looks kinda blur tho.. haha.. he don really knw how 2 teach.. i get annoyed when he like keep on looking at the back table and start asking us que and than we answer and he ask wher we get the answer. of cos from the book rite..

the next teacher is the teacher who teach BM. he is one freaking so rasa beng one teacher.. he got one black spot on his forehead at first i tod it wad a growth of hair... ow well..

he is a teacher that thinks wad ever things he do is funny when it actually is not. but the other student laugh.. he is nt a fair teacher,b'cos when the malays escape class he din put them in the list bt when other race escape class he put. he ever wanted to get a stick and hit me. he is a pervert he looks at people when they are doing someting that is "wrong" but when do other thing he dont even k.

now is the head. she cancel all the activities that can get money fast. but she prefer the old way is the sickaton card! man.. that sucks alot.. funfair can raise more money ba.. the min of money must give is 30.. wad if the poor students how?? they not much money tak kan u ask them to beg for money rite???

life

well my life is all ups and downs im still wonder wads is love actually means i knw la two people that like care hurt comfort pamper each other...
its been so long but in this heart there is still a wound that is healing slowly..
but mentally it is emotionally its isnt.
its been many moons i act like nothing has happen..
its like now u have it and now u dont..
why is it my fault that all this happen?
i question myself...
o is it wad i did? act? o am i not pretty enuf!!!!!!!??
so wad everyone is diffrent in their own way..
i knw wads my weakness but u don have to use it against me rite??
it sucks when u do that.
i knw love is a very nice feeling...
bt when its heart breaking time...
4 example..
boyfriend cheated on u..
he breakup wit u 4 another guy
he dump u for some stupid reason
he control u too much
he is not understanding

everyone wants a perfect guy o girl
so do i but i knw everyone have weaknesses
well u should not be ashamed of it
if its bad try to change the time is still long
everyone can change into better
love come and go when it wants too no use holding on when its time to let go...

wooohooo...

starting.... its been a year

well its the starting of my blog..
its been a year since u are gone.. i still miss u.. everyone misses you..
my aunt has been suffer from cancer a very bad sickness.. but she was very strong to fight it for 30 years o more. with the support of her husband , foster mum, mum, us relative she was strong and go on fighting the sickness. my grandma told me that she was a very good daughter she work and earn money for the family when my grandpa has no job.they were 9 of them in the family including herself i really salute her b'cos she was so young bt that have to help my grandma support the family... her wish was to stay oversea and yes indeed her wish was granted.. everyone that knw her in new Zealand treat her well and love her.. she is also a good cook, well since she had the sickness she barely could eat anything.. all her fav food she cant eat, she bought the food jus to see us enjoy it... we celebrate her last birthday here in kuching.. she din dare to tell my grand ma abt when she is going to go but she told it to my aunt the second sister, the doctor told her that she must spend her last few months enjoying and do the things that she wanted to do. she was here for durian season we took her to go to serian and other place to have a trip. she bought alot of durians for us to eat well she wanted to eat but she cant. after that we did alot exciting things together, we celebrated my grandma birthday.. that was the last birthday that she celebrate my grandma birthday.. after a few days it was my aunt birthday we celebrate it by having dinner and all my cousin play around and get together. after a few days, she was admited to the hospital.. that was pretty serious cos she was having nose bleeding and caughing blood she was at the hospital for few days.. after disscharge from t he hospital she was getting ready to go back new zealand after a few days.. than the day has come.. she left us and went back to new zealand.. after one month she went back to new zealand, she was admited to the hospital that last year around last month.. she knw that her time was comming but she was strong she keep holding on till my grandma reach there, my grand me was there for like 2 or 3 weeks plus to be with her.. we talk to her tru webcam she gone so so skinny im felt so so sad...
after a few days around early june, she was in a coma she was there for 3 days 2 nites.. every one was hopping that she could wake up.. but she din... she pass away with a gentle smile on her face.. my grandma was so upset and unc.. my aunt was cremate and brought back to kch.. my uncle's eyes were pretty swollen so was my grandma.. we were all strong in heart and mental
we know that she suffer alot and she had to go.. her time was up.. i pray for her to rest in peace and be remind she is always in my heart no matter wad.. i pray for her amen.. i love u...